Let's be honest throughout our life we have once been puzzled on what to do now. It is the lowest feeling we get when we are out of purpose or a goal. In this time of feeling, we lose ourself. It's a feeling of lost. We lose all the ability we are good at, we lose our passion, dedication over our desire. It's the worst disease to suffer from. This is the result of failure, loneliness, broken trust, or unable to fulfill one's responsibility. While most can recover from it, some might still suffer from it.
It's not the feeling of failure rather it's a period of building yourself again but stronger this time. It's the
period of finding yourself. The main reason for this disease is the thinking of how others perceive you. It's the overthinking and fear of looking like a clown. When we work, we face many ups and downs but people around only see the owns of us and intend to judge us. This creates a feeling of self-doubt and urge to give up the work.
We are imperfect, growing, leaving human beings. We should not feel insecure of ashamed about any aspect of ourself. Finding yourself doesn't refer to be the person who you wanted to be rather being a person who you really are. We humans are different from each other. We have our own talents. It's just the fear of being judged by other because of your talents.
"Fear is temporary but regret is forever". To be yourself, you must not fear the judgement of others. Be humble, honest and open. Don't brag yourself for not being perfect nor having the best quality that everyone desires. Act like yourself and open up to the people.
(Angels' Voice, Vol. 11)
Udaya Thapa Magar
Class-8, Kanjiroba